As I sit in those moments of quiet, When sadness invades me, I know that
yesterday, You were here.
More days pass, A week ago you left us,
Your head cradled in our hands, Your spirit gracefully moving upward, But for a few hours of that day, You were here. | Sadness invades again, As
I know that once those hours pass, I can no longer look back, Over the span of a familiar week's time, To find that comforting point when, You were here.
More time will pass; Sadness will
not so much invade as menace, And I will mark the days, Saying things like, "last month, last summer,
last year," You were here. | I dread
that day, One year from now, That first marking of the time, That your body was no longer with us; Though
we will never forget you, Your tangible memory fades, The feel of your fur, your head, your back, your weight against
us, The smell and sounds of you when, You were here. | The emptiness is beginning to fade, To change into another reality, One with you still playing
a part, But a role of ethereal presence rather than physical comfort we crave; Your memory, your spirit, your essence
and counsel, Dwell with us, but this feeling is not the same as when, You were here.
by Jenine Stanley |